live..laugh..love..

here’s to never growing up.. #foreverYoung #live #laugh...

Fri, 24 May 2013 12:59:08 -0400

here’s to never growing up.. #foreverYoung #live #laugh #love

Always be thankful in whatever situation.. God has a plan.....

Mon, 20 May 2013 11:39:08 -0400

Always be thankful in whatever situation.. God has a plan.. #findMe #live #laugh #love

#throwbackThursday ba kamo @kathwhyz ? Hahaha.. #halloween...

Thu, 02 May 2013 00:58:31 -0400

#throwbackThursday ba kamo @kathwhyz ? Hahaha.. #halloween #sister #live #laugh #love

you can close your eyes to the things you don’t want to...

Wed, 01 May 2013 12:28:53 -0400

you can close your eyes to the things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to the things you don’t want to feel. # ihatequotes #emoPagGabi #live #laugh #love

The World Comes To Life and Everything’s bright From...

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 09:13:29 -0400

The World Comes To Life and Everything’s bright From Beginning To End When You Have a Friend By Your Side.. #giftofafriend #bestfriends #live #laugh #love

Sooner or later you will see the BIG PICTURE God is painting for...

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 09:50:57 -0400

Sooner or later you will see the BIG PICTURE God is painting for your life instead of just the colors He’s using at the moment. #blackAndwhite #live #laugh #love

Moving on..paano nga ba gawin?

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 09:01:01 -0400

April 11 unang araw ng summer class. 4:30 pa ang klase ko pero 2 e umalis na ko ng bahay dahil kailangan ko pa ipasa ang regi ko sa san juan kaso natrapik ako.. Ang ending nag-tatatakbo ako ng main campus para pumasok.. Hika ang inabot ko.. Pero hindi yan ang drama dito..
Kinagabihan pag uwi namin isang kaklase ko ang nagtanung.. “nakamove on ka na ba teh?” ang tanging sagot ko lang.. “paano ba?”
Mapa lovelife o hindi.. May manual ba ng pag momove on? Wala naman di ba.. Kanya kanyang paraan lang ng pag-kukunwari na ayos ka na at kaya mo na ulit.. Pagalingan na lang tayo.. Tigilan na din ang pagdadrama wala ka sa harap ng camera at lalong di ka lalabas sa tv..:D

#bobOngInspiredBlog #tagalogNamanParaMaiba #live #laugh #love

REMEMBER: If your problem in life is as big as a ship. Never...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 10:55:44 -0400

REMEMBER: If your problem in life is as big as a ship. Never forget that your BLESSINGS are as wide as the OCEAN! #faith #hope #pray #live #laugh #love

for now i will stay on your shadow for i know i will find...

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 11:02:56 -0400

for now i will stay on your shadow for i know i will find strength and courage in you.. Isaiah 41:10 God says “fear not for i am with you, i will strengthen you.” :) #lessonlearned #courage #strength #pray #live #love #laugh

Pre primary 1 corner.. With my co-teacher Iman.....

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 04:09:45 -0400

Pre primary 1 corner.. With my co-teacher Iman.. #teacherforAweek #dvbs #bugzone #live #laugh #love

DVBS exhibit.. #bugzone #dvbs #teacherforAweek #live #laugh...

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 04:05:06 -0400

DVBS exhibit.. #bugzone #dvbs #teacherforAweek #live #laugh #love

Tears are prayers too. They travel to God when we can’t...

Tue, 02 Apr 2013 12:16:27 -0400

Tears are prayers too. They travel to God when we can’t speak. #pray #live #laugh #love

"Dear God, Give me the strength to deal with all this stress. I put it in Your hands and lean on You..."

Tue, 02 Apr 2013 11:59:54 -0400

“Dear God, Give me the strength to deal with all this stress. I put it in Your hands and lean on You to take care of this.”

Surviving..

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 15:33:09 -0400

I really wanted to blog about this for so many times for so many reason.. I just can’t seem to find the right words to say.. cause even if you see me as strong on the outside deep inside I’m dying.. I don’t even know how I can face other people everyday.. may be I just mastered hiding my feelings.. (not in a bad way.. you know what I mean)

For four years now I was loving Accountancy though its been a roller coaster ride I enjoyed and had lots of memories worth remembering.. But really it was a hard part of my life.. I know I did choose this course on my own and with so much courage despite of all the negative comments they gave me about it.. It was a big risk I took cause according to the director that time students are being filtered very well and from 100 students they are only 50 left.. that time I badly needed to study and finish because of are situation.. I can’t afford to repeat and be delayed.. By god’s grace I survived the first year and even recognized as a DL.. second year made me really crazy and depressed but I survived too.. third year was a blast.. I remember for that each year each sem I will spend a night without sleep and liters of tears.. my sister asked me when I was in 3rd year ” ate ilang taon ka na lang?” I answered 1 and her reply and expression was “Yes ilang iyak na lang!!! (wiith a big grin)” for the other courses the thesis was their strongest enemy.. but for us PUP accountancy major.. Evaluation exam was the real antagonist.. Bragging aside.. we managed to pass our thesis even without having sleep overs at our group mates house.. we even received the best thesis award.. you can say it was just easy as that.. special thanks to my group mates..:)

fourth year 1st sem done.. thesis done.. but the here comes the real drama.. the judgement time.. I don’t know if it was really the best judgement but for me to graduate I need to pass all the exams meaning if I do really studied well for the past three years this should be an easy thing.. But no.. It wasn’t.. studying every day, sleeping in the wee ours of night and still don’t past the exams was a really depressing situation.. I guess it wasn’t what god has planned for me.. I told myself that.. i thought I was ready to accept the fact that I’m not graduating on time.. I even comforted others..days passed by and I was alright.. I know the possibilities but i still prayed hard and hoped that there will be a great miracle and I will graduate.. Sunday ( Mar. 24) minutes before midnight.. I received a text from my classmate and close friend saying I need to go to the recognition program the next day because i have an award.. I was like “HUH???!!!! (what award.. i already know I’m not graduating I didn’t even made it to the director’s list last sem so what kind of award?! may be perfect attendance..:D ) to satisfy my curiosity I attended it.. and a news gave me a spirit to get my hopes up.. we were informed together with my 3 other classmates that we are the candidates for honors and we needed to complete our grades by Wednesday.. My mind was blank at that time.. just when I already gave up the battle..when I was ready to accept and defeat this came.. I was imagining what award was it that I was about to received and not even a bit that I thought of this.. I have stopped dreaming.. I have accepted the fact that I was no longer running for honors (or should I say crawling is much more appropriate for our part ) It didn’t sink to me until I got home and told my mom about it.. she said may be it was a sign to tell me I’m going to graduate.. I became aggressive and started dreaming again.. though in my mind it was a break of my vow I still hoped and pray.. ( one of my vows to the lord before I started my second sem was I will not wish or hoped to receive honors just help me graduate I will be contented with that.)

and the day came and I thought I was ready.. but still i cried..seeing a failed grade in your SIS was never a picture I imagined.. with that I died.. ( a walking dead you can say) since then i can’t stop thinking.. I can’t stop asking why.. I have no one to blame but myself.. back to my fears again.. ( the fear of facing my Parents, relatives, professors, classmates and friends.. may be behind my back they are laughing at me..some might be thinking ” ang yabang yabang mo tapos ngayon”.. I know I will always be judged by that..) but that was not the end of my life.. I still need to move on.. though I’m not sure how.. I’m trying to compose myself.. I’m trying to get back to my feet again..

to everyone who believed in me.. with all my heart THANK YOU!!!! cause even if i lost my confidence you still boost me up and encourage me..

to my mom, dad, tito’s and tita’s I’M REALLY SORRY for disappointing all of you.. Thank you for supporting me..for all the love..

to those who comforted me..THANK YOU VERY MUCH… GOD BLESS YOU.. :)

to everyone that I offended this past few days.. I’m sorry for being grumpy at times.. please bear with me.. :)

I don’t want to make a promise but I’ll get back..” HAHABOL AKO.. DECEMBER GAGRADUATE NA DIN AKO!!!!” :)

I know God has a better plan than I have for myself.. I just need to strengthen my faith in him and continue to believe, to trust and obey..

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight.

Graduation is only a concept. In real life every day you graduate. Graduation is a process that goes on until the last day of your life. If you can grasp that, you’ll make a difference. ~Arie Pencovici

The sun may set and finish a day but there will always be a new...

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 01:35:46 -0400

The sun may set and finish a day but there will always be a new sun rise to start over.. Happy easter!!! #sunset #nofilter #beach #live #laugh #love

Never give up on something. You need to show yourself...

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 06:57:49 -0400

Never give up on something. You need to show yourself you’re strong enough. #summer #beach #startover #live #laugh #love

Sometimes we go through things that we may never comprehend, but...

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 11:19:30 -0400

Sometimes we go through things that we may never comprehend, but we just have to trust God that in the end it will be okay. #stop #breathe #trurst #pray #live #laugh #love

Letters...

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 12:57:09 -0400

God doesn’t give the people we want but the people we...

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 09:58:02 -0400

God doesn’t give the people we want but the people we need. To teach, hurt, love & make us exactly the way we should be. #live #laugh #love

#live #laugh #love

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 10:51:39 -0400

#live #laugh #love